When I was born my house’s walls were painted blue,
But I’ve since grown out of that phase.
I may not know where I want to go,
But I sure wanted out of that place.
I don’t want a cookie cutter house, no,
I want something to call my own.
I can’t choose between just blue or pink,
I think I’d like a different shade or tone.
It’s truly a beautiful spectrum,
If you’ll just open your mind.
Why do we not get to choose our colour,
Why does society decide?
I don’t want a cookie cutter house, no,
I want something to call my own.
I can’t choose between just blue or pink,
I think I’d like a
The hospitals are dark in the midnight halls
As dark as the bodies buried in the walls
And it’s not much better out in the street
Too many murderers out on the beat
What gives them the rights to discriminate
And why do they get away with all the hate
Maybe they won’t see you if you stay on the down low
Staying quiet and never casting a shadow
But what kind of life is that
You’ve got the same rights as them
Sure we’ve gotten past the ball and chain
But some these folk still see running slaves
And sure we’re off the plantations
But this place is still far from a free nation
The hospitals are dark in the midnigh
I feel like you have your arms around me
Whenever I sleep at night.
It feels like the day are faster passing,
And soon I can hold you tight.
And I'll soon get to hold you,
Because you soon will be here.
And hopefully my loving embrace,
Will remove every doubt and fear.
Even if you have not a one,
And I hope you never will.
But if per chance I thought I did,
I'd hold you closer still.
I never want to let you go,
Not in any future time.
And when I say I love you,
I hope you know that I'm not lying.
I hope that my love is strong enough,
To destroy any of your awful thoughts,
Even if you ever feel something could break us,
By m
All who find comfort in the darkness,
Will become blind to the light.
Though maybe they can clearer see the stars,
On the truest of all the nights.
And no truer night could come,
That I could tell it's nowhere near a lie.
That all the constellations are not as shiny
As the stars inside your eyes.
And though we'll never be in darker times,
Together we can make it through.
And I can find my comfort here,
Even if my only light is you.
Can't you see I'm just using you, darling?
Can't you see I've been abusing you, for far too long?
I've been such a manipulative person,
Getting my way, by toying with your emotions.
I've done so much horrible thing to you,
Yet you choose to stay here with me.
What about this seems right to you, dear?
I'm just sitting here now in constant fear.
That you'll see right through me, like a ghost.
Oh, I don't know what I'm regretting the most.
I'm such a terrible person,
Taking advantage everytime I get the position.
I'd tell you don't keep sticking around,
But I know you won't listen.
Even though with me, you won't be free,
Don't you
We're all just waiting,
Here for a better life.
Standing like statues,
Frozen in time.
When we should be running,
Until we can escape.
We have to keep trying,
To break through the gate.
Otherwise, nothing gets better,
Nothing will change in this cell.
We got to try to succeed,
If we want to escape this hell.
Because if we continue,
Like statues, frozen in time.
Things can't change at all,
if we never try for a better life
As the moonlight shines upon the crisp white snow,
You will forget everything you know.
And after I hold you in my embrace,
All you will remember is my face.
Tomorrow you'll wish to go back to today,
But that's something you will never say.
I'll still know, however, that you'll want me,
You may not believe it, but soon you'll see.
That today, yeah, you won't forget,
And today, yeah, you won't regret.
Tomorrow you'll wish to go back to today,
But that's something you will never say.
I'll still know, however, that you'll want me,
You may not believe it, but soon you'll see.
That today, yeah, you won't forget,
And today, yeah, you won't regr
Talking to you makes me smile,
Even when I don't think I can.
Please tell me you can stay,
A while, if not forever.
I want to hold every inch of you,
In my arms, against every inch of me.
I want to show you love,
Like no one else could ever.
I only wish I was able to be there,
To do everything you ever dreamt of.
To give you everything you need,
And to show you the true meaning of love.
I had my own heart shattered,
And I want not, to have, to clean up
Someone else's pieces.
I was left with more trust issues,
Than there were pieces of my heart,
Which was practically dust.
It hurt so much, I'd fallen Ill,
And it was a wound,
I'm not even sure time can heal.
I still mananged to put back together,
My heart that was almost made sand,
But now I must tread carefully with my heart of glass.
What cruel joke was this,
To make me who I am?
Why would one need to care both so little,
And also care way too much?
I care too little about myself,
But so much on what others think, or may say.
Same thing, yesterday, tomorrow,
And same thing today.
I'm filled with depression, and anxiety,
It's a deep ocean, an endless sea.
I'm at the bottom without air,
I might be able to swim up,
But I honestly don't care.
If you wish to pull me up,
You must make sure,
You don't make me want to jump back in.
I'm an ENFP, Furry and Anime loving, writer from a small town in British Columbia, and life here is pretty boring, so I have to create my own illusions of entertainment.
A Little History ---------------
I have been writing since I was in Grade 6, and I think I have been improving, someway, however slightly, and I think I do well for how I used to.
As for being a furry, I discovered the fandom when I was 8, and thought it was really cool. However I hid it, because of how the media portrayed it, and thought people would make assumptions. So it wasn't until my last year of high school that I told my friends about it... they made jokes about it for a while, but eventually one of them convinced the others that we're friends and have been for a long time, and we shouldn't judge each other for what fanbases we are a part of.
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Natural Hair Color
[] Black - $100
[X] Blonde - $50
[] Red - $75
[] Brown - $15
[] Other - $10
Total So Far: 50
Eye Color
[X] Blue - $50
[]Hazel - $100
[] Brown - $15
[]Green - $200
Total so far: 100 (Well. Alright. Apparently my eyes used to be blue and someone told me they had yellow in them before, but hazel is good enough for me.)
Height
[] Over 7' - $200
[] 6'8" to 7' - $175
[] 6'0" to 6'7" - $150 (I think??)
[x] 5'5" to 5'11" - $75
[] 4'9" to 5'4" - $50
[] Under 4'9 - $105
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Age
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